Depression

You've seen me walking haphazardly and talking to myself on the road
You've seen me dressing with color riot all the time and in a way you've never seen me in the past years we've known each other
You've seen me running away from things i love doing and being emotionless like never before
All like a lunatic and not like a responsible human being
Then the next thing you could do is
Blame me and nothing else

Why blame me when i can't accomplish a specific task
Why blame me for been heartless
Why blame me for been absent in critical times
Why blame me for taking actions i took
Why blame me when you don't know what i'm going through
Why blame me????????



I try as much as possible to be myself
I try as much as i can to never be absent in critical times
I try as much as i can not to keep mute of my struggles
I try as much as i can not to be the talk of the town negatively
I try as much as i can not to be used as bad example

But tell me, How could i do that? How?
When it's like all hope is gone
When it's like all i had left was my life
When it's like all i could do i couldn't do any longer
When it's like all i love i now hate
When it's like all i ever cared and long for are not useful

I tried harder everyday to never be the person you never know
I tried harder to make my home safe
I tried harder to never be far from you
i tried harder to make everything work fine
But life pressed me to depression
Making me to feel like an outcast

How do you expect me to open up to someone?
When all are concerned with their own bussiness
When all are always saying Me,Myself and I
When all does what they think is best for themselves
When all even betrays their love ones
When all never notice when my mood change
When all never bothered to ask me if all is well and make sure i answered them truthfully
Simply because my tears drops in the rain

How do you expect me to be free when am walking?
When the sun is like a volcano
When the air is like a tornado
When the road is like a place earthquake will occur
When the sounds i hear is like the sound of a serious accident taking lives

This were their reasons for been depressed
How many people have you helped to be depressed
Help someone out of depression

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